41 reasons

My heart is bitter.

Bitter at what I see is undeserved ambivalence. Smack in the middle; caught between glory and death. I question Your judgement, Your ability to comensurate results with efforts.

Yet, His will is good. He is good. I know it – but more than knowledge, I want to experience it. I want to know You, love You, enjoy You. I want to find 41 reasons why Your Name deserves praise, though I am sure there are infinitely more.

My heart is bitter, yes,

but I wait and long for the day my senses again recognise the sweetness of Your presence.

1 John 3:2

Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is.

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