so thunderbolt has ended, and i’ll admit it was (somewhat) enjoyable. but as it turns out, the greater struggle is no longer in the field, but in my heart. the struggle i’ve had for a long time coming, the struggle i wish to end. yet as long as i am in this world, this struggle will never end – hopefully it gets easier.
things to note post-thunderbolt:
#1 you can spend a lot of time with a person, but have no relationship
#2 you can spend little time with a person, yet grow to trust them
#3 you can’t please everyone
#4 you don’t have to
give me the strength and faith to seek pleasing only You, and let go of the things that distract.